one last

This may be the last post about it. Let it ends and close the book and open for new chapter.

I don't know where and what's went wrong between us that you suddenly, POOF! Disappear. For a week. no updates, no text. Nothing. And I still have no clue whats going on.

After days of silent, I tried to contact you back. Asked for dinner but you declined it. Until Saturday, i try my luck to ask for lunch. Birthday lunch for you, you said yes. Phewww #nasib. BUT! Something is not right. Seems like there's a boundary between us. Feels like something hold us back. IDK.

And since then, i felt something is wrong and I am not even realized it until a couple days ago. No response is a response. REMEMBER THAT, my dear self. 

I don't deserve to be treated this way. If you would like to go, please let me know. If you'd like to stay, please stay forever. Because, you have stealed my heart.

There are  lots of thing I want to share with you. About new computer I received, my day, my works, MCO still continue but now interdistrict allowed, my housemates are back, i have completed my first running event and list going down. I need to get back my life. Life before you buzz me with your 'Good Morning Aina. Have a nice day today😀'

Okay enough. Back to reality.

End of drama.